Monday, April 10, 2017

My Film Opening Critical Reflection!

Here's my reflection!!!

My Film Opening!

Here it is, finally! Enjoy!!!

Filming Time!

     Filming my film opening was actually really fun! I had to clean my room, which was NOT fun, but I had a great time! Seeing my storyboard come to life was unreal. The shots came out just as incredible as they did in my head.
     I was the lead character in my film opening so I couldn't film myself. Thanks to my lovely assistant, my mother, I was able to get amazing shots. It was so funny! I was teaching her all of these technical terms and she was looking at me like I was crazy. Anyways, the entirety of my film opening was located in my bedroom. Since I know my bedroom like the back of my own hand, it was very simple to come up with several unique shots.
     I''m trying to think of problems that came with filming but I had very minimal issues. The only huge issue that I had was my mom's lack of patience hahaha! I needed it to be dark outside so that there wouldn't be bright light in my film. However my mom was tired and made sure she reminded me of it the entire time!
     Actually, I can think of a problem! The lights from my lamps made it very hard for my camera to focus. So many shots had focusing issues and they would get very blurry! It was incredibly annoying. There were many shots that I had to maneuver around, in terms of editing, because my camera would lose its focus!
     All in all, I had an amazing time editing my film opening. I plan to pursue theatre in college so if Broadway doesn't work out, maybe I can film!!!

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Opening Credits

     The coolest idea came to me. I wanted to think of a way to introduce the conflict of the film, the main character getting over his dead lover. So I figured, why not use a picture to show them together and establish his problem in the beginning. Then I thought to myself, "Wait, how will he stumble upon the picture?" Then I thought, "Of course, he will have a journal and come across the picture on one of its pages!" A journal is perfect because that is where he can write the poems that the voice-over reads in the film. Ok, here is where the cool idea comes in (Bare with me. My thought processing is very confusing). I envisioned my character flipping through the pages of his journal and then IT CAME TO ME! Why not have the opening credit information in the pages of the journal?!
     Oh, you thought it was over? No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,no. It gets better. The title of my film would be on the cover of the journal that he flips through. HOW AMAZING IS THAT. These are just the type of ideas that I was looking for. I never want there to be a dull moment in my film. Though the topic is very depressing, it doesn't mean that it has to be boring!
     I got the idea from the opening credits of Napoleon Dynamite. Opening credits are usually so dull, but this one, in particular, is very interesting. From the beginning, it makes the viewers curious as to what the movie's plot entails. It keeps them wanting to see more. I think its a great way of starting off my movie opening. I am beyond excited!!!!

Tweaks to my Plot!

     As I discussed in my previous post, the song that I had listened to made me feel something. I could envision an entire story for my film opening. Because of this, I've decided to make a few changes to my original idea.
     My main character will still undergo a grieving process because of love, but here is the change. He will not be sad because his love is not interested in him. He will be sad because his love, unfortunately, passed away. Yeah, I know it's REALLY sad, but that is what I heard in the music! Also, I think that it makes more of an emotional impact to be completely honest. My original idea of the main character grieving over someone who wasn't interested in him just sounds like the plot of one of those teenage soap operas. It actually reminds me of Degrassi, this really cheesy Canadian show. That is ABSOLUTELY NOT the vibe that I want to give off with my film.
     Also, for one song to trigger such a poignant idea, it must be good. My original idea was boring. It lacked dimension. Again, I don't want to bore my audience with such a generic plot idea.
     This generation is very impatient. Trust me, I know. If my film opening doesn't grasp the attention of my audience within the first two minutes, they won't even bother to watch the rest of my film. My goal is to have people want to see more after the film opening. I want them to ask questions and sympathize with my character. I want the audience to feel something! If that doesn't happen, then sadly I've done something wrong. With this new plot idea, I'm sure I'll spark up SOME emotion!

Music Change

     Sooooooooooooooooo, I've decided to change my music. Yes, I know that I'm running out of time. No, I'm not crazy. I listened to both of the songs in my previous blog post once again, but this time I made sure I listened to them entirely!. Before I had just listened to the first two minutes of each song, since that is how my film must be. However, I re-listened to "Love" and heard its ending for the first time. It is PERFECT! It has just the right amount of that sad sound that I was looking for! 
     Now that I listen back to "Better Days," my original song, it sounds too depressing. Also, "Better Days" had no levels. The song grew to be very monotonous and boring after a while. The music is the most important component of the film, and I can't have it bore the viewers!
     When listening to "Love," once it hit the 3:25 mark, the original cheery sound that I had heard before changed. The sound became more somber and I suddenly envisioned an entire story in my head. The other song DID NOT make me feel something the way that this song did. It was incredible actually. I love songs that genuinely make me feel something. This song did that, therefore, I had to change my song to this. It was calling to me saying "Gabe... Choose me..." So that's what I did. I have no regrets and I know that this change will make my film 100% better. 
     I love the creative process of making this film. Everyday, my idea gradually gets better and better. and I love watching it evolve!

Sunday, March 26, 2017

Houston, We Have a Problem

     I think the only major problem that I've come to face throughout my journey through the process of making this film is... well, the filming part. I decided from the very beginning that I wanted to play the main role of my film. I have a vision for him, and I believed that it would make my life a lot easier than having to try and convey my ideas to an actor. Being a theatre kid, I think I have a good idea of how to act and pull off my role as an unhappy individual. However, I failed to realize that someone needs to film the actual video! I don't know how this didn't cross my mind sooner.
     Of course there will be stationary shots that will not require any movement, but a lot of dynamic shots are going to require the help of somebody else. I also have the idea of using some first person point of view shots in my film, but that can't make up the entirety of my film. As of now, the only person I have to film me is my mother... Maybe this is a good thing! She'll always be available, and I wouldn't have to deal with the possible conflicting schedules of peers who'd want to help me out. Once I discuss with her my ideas for each shot, I think everything should run smoothly (I hope).
     In the credits of my film, I'm going to get to accredit my mom. Wow, this is actually really funny!

My Film's Setting

     I've decided that I want to have the entirety of my opening scene to be in a bedroom. The bedroom will serve as my character's safe haven to deal with his problems.  Though the setting seems to be boring, I think it will be perfect way to showcase my knowledge of film elements. With the use of shots, angles, movement, etc., making the scene interesting in one room will look very impressive! I also think that a bedroom is the one place where all kids go to let out their emotions. Whether they are angry and throwing a tantrum or sad and want to cry in their pillows, this is a private area where I feel my character would go.
     I also like the idea of a bedroom because of its small size. Being enclosed by four walls, I want the bedroom to be a symbol of my character's inability to escape his emotions. He has to confront them and face them head on, therefore, inciting the grief stages. I'm thinking of having a sequence of consecutive shots with my character in different positions around the room, trying to occupy his time and his thoughts with things around the room. I think this will further help to elucidate his inability to get around his feelings.

Film Music!

     I finally found music to pair with my video's dialogue! It took a while because I had to search for royalty free music instrumentals. I thought about trying to use copyrighted songs, but I didn't want to get attached to a song that I possibly couldn't have been able to use. Writing to record labels to get permission to use their songs was one thing I did not feel like dealing with. Even if I did get permission, who is to say that they would have allowed me to use two minutes? That was a cause of stress that I definitely wanted to avoid.
     Instead, I used a website called bensound.com. The website had a treasure trove of music that I could use. While searching, I came across two songs entitled Better Days and Love. Both instrumentals sparked different visions of the video in my head. But in the end, I felt that Love sounded a little bit happy, which is not what I wanted my video to be. I ended up choosing Better Days because, as the title expresses, it had a melancholic sound but it also sounds optimistic and hopeful. It matches the feelings that I want my character to have in the video, given that he is going through the grief stage of denial. Now that I have the music, I feel that the ball is finally starting to roll!

Sunday, March 19, 2017

Film Elements

     In order to create a tone in which the grief of the character is exemplified, I cannot only focus on sound. Yeah, the music is what I want to focus on but that isn't going to suffice on its own! Low key lighting, high angles, extreme close ups (used sparingly), and black and white filters are a few things I have thought about using.
     I also have to think about the location of where I want to shoot my opening scene. I want my scene location to assist in creating a sad mood. I know a bedroom is kind of a cliché place to open up a scene, but I feel that it would work for the character that I am trying to create. Also, if I use a variety of different shots, the bedroom location won't get boring and monotonous.
     In terms of mise en scène, so far I've thought about a phone as a prop. I picture the main character scrolling through pictures of the person they like. For the costume, I also want to use colors that represent sadness (if I end up not using the black and white filter) such as: blue, black, and gray.
     Basically, I want all of the elements of my film to pair with the music I will use. If I do that, I think I will be able to easil relay my message to the audience
     

Opening Scene Monologues

   I have not decided whether I want to start off my main character to be angry or in denial. However, I have written some material in which I could use for my opening. I have written them both in a way so that they both sound like dialogue. I don't want the words to sound rehearsed or well thought out. I want them to sound raw and powerful.
     
Here is what I would use if the main character first experienced denial:
What's the Worst that Could Happen?
     Are you afraid of what might happen if you give yourself to me? If I give myself to you? Don't hesitate to let go and give in to your feelings. Abandon the worries you once knew.
     A connection shall not restrain you nor weigh you down. It allows for emotions to roam. Free from worry or care. Far from love, yet attraction fills the air.
     The past is behind us, the present is here and now. Doubt's whisper echoes in the back of your mind, casting a cloudy haze. Trust desire to lead you on through the maze. Let it leave you in a lovely daze.
     When kisses exchange, do butterflies flutter? Is there a tingle of curiosity? Speak through the heart and silence the mind. And you just might discover what you've been missing this entire time.
     What's the worst that could happen? If you give yourself to me? If I give myself to you? The answer is not certain, but let the truth escape your lips. Don't think, just do.

Here is what I would use if the main character first experienced anger:

Repercussions
     How can it be that when I see you, I want to kiss you and punch you at the same time? I feel so much indignation toward you, yet there is still a part of me, deep down, that is saddened. Saddened that, for you, nothing between us was real. Not even for second. I hate that I hate you. I should resent you. I could resent you. I would resent you. But I can't resent you.
     Why am I the one who has to suffer this mental toil? Why am I the only one burdened by the weight of this heartache? I was just another number checked off of your list. I'd thought the butterflies that fluttered in my bosom signified my joy. But, in fact, they were trying to warn me. Warn me of the pain to come.
     This feeling is foreign to me. It is an ailment, to whose remedy I cannot begin to fathom. It has no name. I experience every emotion, but I'm left numb. And you inflicted this upon me. Have you no shame? No regret? No sympathy? You have nothing to give, and that's what hurts the most.

     I have yet find a beat that I will be able to use to read these. I also am not sure if I should sing (Yes, I can sing) or just read them. Hmm... 

Blooming Plot Ideas

     Though the intricacies of my story are still not set in stone, I have a broad idea of what I want the story to be about. The main character will have to struggle with the fact that the person that they have strong feelings for does not feel the same. They have to find a way to deal with their bottled up emotions.
     I was thinking about moving the plot along utilizing the idea of the 5 stages of grief: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. What intrigues me about this idea is that every person goes through the stages differently. Some stages can be skipped while they can also come in any order. I think this idea is so creative. Many movies about love are so similar and this stands out from the others.
     Maybe my opening can be the introduction of the main character's first experience of grief? For right now, I think I am sticking with this idea. I think it will be a perfect way to start off my movie!

Sunday, March 12, 2017

My Vision is Slowly Coming Together

     I want my film opening to elaborate upon the power that love can have over the mind. It is such a powerful and captivating emotion. Experiencing love is almost indescribable. The sheer amount of happiness and joy that it can create is one to behold. However, when lost, it can also create an unimaginable misery. I have not yet felt a love like the one I am describing but I would like to use my film opening as a means to describe how I envision it in my head.
    Not too long ago, I had seen La La Land and it perfectly described the bittersweet nature of love. It utilizes music in the same way that I want to use it in my movie opening. I want the music to enhance the feeling of ecstasy and pain that can come with love. "City of Stars" does an amazing job of tapping into the emotions of the listeners.
     I don't think I want my movie to be a musical but I want music to be an important factor in it!

Putting my Ideas to Work

     Since I want to create a voiceover for my movie opening, I need a script to work with. Thankfully, I'm a lyrical genius and already have material to work with. Over the years, I've written poems about love and I still have them saved! These poems could give me ideas as to how I can create my movie's story line. Now that I look back at these poems, I'm realizing how overly dramatic I was. Yikes...

Click the link to read some of my writing! 



     Now that I think about it, I've always loved spoken word poetry. Its intensity and its passion. My goal in my movie opening is for the viewers to feel what I feel when I listen to music about love. Spoken word poetry paired with an intense beat could be the answer that I need get the response that I want from my audience. Lin Manuel Miranda's presentation at the White House's Poetry Jam in 2009 is a prime example of how a great beat and passionate performance could translate into something incredible. I think I'm coming on to something...
            




Time to Brainstorm!

     Well, here goes nothing. For my movie opening, I want to be able to discuss topics that are near and dear to my heart. Things that I feel passionate about. I love music and, as cheesy as it sounds, I love love, so why not create a film about both? I want to translate the emotions I feel when I listen to love songs, and implement it into my film opening. R&B, my favorite genre of music, is known for its multitude of love songs, so I will dive deep into my music playlist and do a little research. 
   

                        Click here to listen to "Hold Up," a song that sparked a lot                          
                of ideas as to how I could open my movie!                                     

     Artists such as: Brandy, Kehlani, Ariana Grande, and Beyoncé come to mind and, instantly, I'm inspired. Beyoncé's film, Lemonade, is a perfect mixture of musical and visual genius. Kehlani's album Sweet Sexy Savage has a monologue-style introduction. What if the introduction of my movie scene was a voice-over of some sort? I could create my own music to go along with a voice-over and it could somehow elucidate the feelings of love that my main character will have! Maybe I could write a song?! 
   
                                                             Click here to listen to the introduction of Kehlani's
                                                             album.


     Ugh, these ideas seem so amazing in my head, but in order for these ideas to come to fruition, I need to come up with a plot for my movie. No one said this was ever going to be easy...